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i bumped into him today. he didn't look friendly. looked quite pissed in fact. sigh. i couldn't say anything, and he just left without a word.

i really don't know what to do.

and now that i start to think more rationally, i realise there were even more stuff that i overlooked. stuff that i didn't realise was my fault. that night, u can say that a lot of people were trying to get people to join swim carn for hullett, myself included. he's one of the class reps and thus he obviously was busy getting people. i should know that too, how come it didn't occur to me?? i should have helped him instead of what i did. and now i feel even more guilty. dammit.

and things just couldn't get any more worse. after he went off, samuel (one of my sec 1s) came and told me some bad news. someone from my sec 1 class (i won't say who) had his head hit by the class soccerball 2 times and he actually complained to his parents. yea it's teng chuan and my fault, because we didn't stop the guys from playing in class, even though they were using a small ball. i admit i thought it wouldn't cause much damage and so i didn't really stop them. apparently, the first time he was hit, his spectacles broke (i didn't know about this at all! until today) and the second time he was hit, i was actually the one who did it. the ball came to me and i deflected it and well guess where it rebounded to. though both incidents were purely accidental, teng chuan and i are still in the fault for not stopping the sec 1s from playing ball in class. i'm in a real sticky situation man. we're going to see their FT tomorrow during recess and i just hope everything doesn't go that bad.

yea so today wasn't such a great day after all. one bad incident after another. it just doesnt stop. it's so draining. when i'm already so screwed up in handling a friendship and another problem has to come. i just hope that, tomorrow, both problems will be solved. and i will have to make an effort to ensure that both ARE solved. good thing the weekends are coming, i need to take a breather.

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