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The End by Dev

I turn the corner, and there you are,
While we both pretend not to see the other.
We keep walking, our eyes straight ahead,
And I'm grateful, as we pass one another.
We were best friends for one year,
A year of laughter, a year of tears.
In the short time of bliss,
We had promised to be friends for years.
But those years' have now been altered,
And the friendship has lasted just once.
I know that it is the end,
This is a friendship that will not be won.
You don't understand why it ended,
Or that I didn't want it to.
But sometimes in life,
You have to do what you have to do.
This was one of those cases,
I could no longer call you my friend.
I now know it can never go back,
And I have to realize, this IS the end.

when i chanced upon this poem, i was OMG. the first few phrases really describe what i'm going through right now, with someone in my class (guess all you want). i wanted to post about this few days ago, but was delayed cause i spent very long searching for nice blogskins XD. anw here's the story :
it all started when this person started suanning me about this girl (girl is irrelevant so don't ask me about her). well, i was definitely pissed, since he got a bit overboard. This person then apologised to me in his personal msg, "SORRY DEDRICK I WONT SUAN YOU ABOUT XXX ANYMORE" wow at the caps, dunno if that meant he was shouting or trying to show me he was really apologising, but anyway, i did see it even though i appeared offline for unrelated reasons. the next day, he asked me whether i saw it, then i ignored him. few days later, this person changed his personal message once more to "eh dedrick seriously i'm damn sorry". fine, this is very sincere, i stopped being angry at him when i saw this message. however, when I go online, this person doesn't come and say sorry to me directly, which makes it very hard for me to talk to him too. how am I going to tell this person that I'm not angry at him? I can't possibly say "I forgive you", it sounds like i think i'm some higher being. this person avoids me in school too, and in situations where he can't avoid, he just daos, so how am I supposed to go and get him to talk? is he afraid that i'll get angry if he comes to talk with me? i cant find an answer to that. Well, i'm quite sure I won't, instead I'll be relieved because it'll solve this whole thing.
anyone got a solution? --> tag in my tagboard
in any case, i'm hoping i'll solve this tomorrow. i WILL.

it does feel awkward to break a silence that has been held for weeks though.

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